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Sunday, October 28, 2007, 6:00 PM
I wont be able to make this entry tomorrow, so Im writing this now.Tomorrow is a special day, a significant milestone in my NS stint. It is a day when I will only have 99 days to ORD, a nice 2 digits compared to the usual daunting 3 digits. This may seem minor and inadequate to be even classified as a milestone, but to me, this is a pleasant piece of news. Especially when you are in a shit hole. And the recent chain of events have prompt me to wonder if Im indeed doing too much for a NSF, as mentioned by my platoon sergeant. In fact, I never had the intention to do all those saikang. These chores were merely directed to me by a incompetent bunch of blockheads who we fondly call commanders. Sorry to make a dig at them but I simply couldnt resist the urge. So, why am I even bothering? Chee, if you're reading this, here's my rationale. Im not doing all those because of any selfish reason. What do I stand to gain by messing up the store? Its all just me, my personality, my silent way of releasing all those pent-up frustrations and stress. When someone puts me in charge of something, my personality tells me to put in my 100% effort, whether I like it or not. You see, Im a perfectionist, I cant tolerate blemishes. That the reason, simple as that. And I have really given serious thoughts about PS' comment. Which is why I have now decided to let everything go. Im not going to give a damn about anything. Rest assure what happened last thursday night would never occur again. 100 days to ORD |