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Saturday, July 07, 2007, 11:10 PM

Depressed.

Thats how I felt for the past couple of weeks. In NS, the more things you know, the more skills you possess, makes you a more prominent target to aim at. For the past 2 weeks or so I have roughly gathered what we are going to do till we ORD. And it doesnt look good.

I have always assumed that as that much celebrated day approaches with each passing day, things would get better i.e less hectic schedule and training programs, at least thats the case for other units. My unit has a well established reputation of wanting to be unique in whatever it does, however in the negative areas. Not that I want to complain, but ever since we came back from our overseas training we have participated in numerous activities without rest. If not for brigade commander's intervention in the schedule we would not even have the block leave in August.

The longer I stay in the camp, the more I find out about the commanders, those that are higher in the hierarchy. I was terrified by what I learnt. And it snaps me back to reality, that what I see now would probably be how it would be like in the commercial world. I'm so tempted to post all the atrocities here.

I find it very difficult to stay at home now. I hardly talk to my parents. Sigh..

213 days to ORD