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Saturday, May 05, 2007, 11:05 PM
I've been feeling really empty these few weeks, ever since I came back from training overseas. I've been in service for close to 13 months and it has become a bore to book in every sunday night and go through mindless training. I can feel my brain deteriorating every single day I spend in camp.Perhaps its the sergeants that ORDed recently and the imminent ORD of my PC and a close friend which prompt me to think about what life outside NS would be like. I have long forgotten what it feels like to be liberated, free from the curse that plague all Singaporean boys. Sometimes I cant help but smile when I think of the day I ORD. Perhaps its the strenous physical trainings our CSM commenced to regain the fitness we lost during the whole month. After all, we barely have time to train there. Perhaps its the time i spend idling in camp which could be used for more meaningul purposes. I have thought of picking up programming, webpage designing, culinary skills and driving. Stuck in camp for a week, and the prospect of getting weekend guard duty, activated for exercise is very real, really put me off the mood to do any of those. So many to do, yet only 2 days to accomplish. Perhaps its the thought of the upcoming exercises and ATEC right before I ORD. The latter means I do not have any time to clear my SO CALLED entitlement: 14 days of leave. Im getting very sick and tired of the life Im going through now. 276 to ORD |